I’m really trying to be strong here, but my heart still hurts, terribly. And I tend to always put too much of a front on that I’m actually okay, because I don’t want anyone to know that I’m not as strong as I wish I was.
I wish I was stronger. I wish I wasn’t single. I wish this whole weekend hadn’t occurred. I wish he actually loved me. I wish there was someone out there who had the capability of loving and staying with me. I wish someone would someday show me that I’m worth it.
Find someone who isn't afraid to admit that they MISS YOU... Someone who know's your're NOT PERFECT, but treats you as if you are... Someone who's biggest fear is LOSING YOU... One who gives their HEART completely... Someone who says I LOVE YOU and means it... Last but not least find someone you wouldn't mind waking with you in the morning. Seeing your WRINKLES and your GRAY hair but still FALLS IN LOVE WITH YOU all over again!!!
I haven’t been able to listen to this song without shedding a tear in over a year. I’m not upset that I’m not with you, I’m not upset that I could be missing out on something, because I’m really not. What I am upset about is the fact that you never really cared about me. You never wanted anything from me other than me physically.
You truly broke my heart. But I would like to thank you, because if it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be able to be as happy as I am now. I just hope you understand what you did to me and what you have done for me.
If it weren’t for you and everything you did to me, I wouldn’t appreciate half of my life.
So, thank you. You may now proceed to fuck off, douchebag.